04...i am sick..
diary diary...i am sick again...flu, headache and diarrhoea..ytd night headache until i cant do my hw manx...keep feeling like vomitting...den today morning after i ate my breakfast den start having diarrhoea...stuck in the toilet for half an hour lor...legs are so soft lor, told my pe teacher dat but he still wants a parent's letter...haix..den whole day very sian and very unhappy dats all...went to np den suddenly all the illness disappeared..sec 1s came in den we self intro to them but they like dun care dun care one...nvm, they are still new to the unit, must be patient..
anw...wanted to tell u something, my unit got gold for UOPA..do u noe how excited i am to hear dat...ppl say i trying to show off but they dunno how my squad feel...when we are sec 1s, our unit was still a gold unit, den came the bad news when i was sec 2 when sir desmond announced dat the unit drop to a silver...it was really heartbreaking to hear dat and dere was a 6.3km run after dat which caused me to be so upset till i ran without stopping...as i ran, i keep thinking why will we drop to silver? are we too complacent on our discipline? i rmb sir ming wei requested sir desmond to promise him a gold unit in the following year...i think we disappoint him ba...for 3 years, we maintain at silver and it was until this year dat we attained a gold...moreover, it was our year and we are the ones dat contributed the most to this gold award. finally, our efforts have paid off and i really do not regret putting so much time into np..its worth it...
but on the other hand, sth really made me feel unhappy coz i really felt left out in my new class. my classmates were all talking about lan gaming and i couldnt participate in their conversation coz i dun play lan...from young, my parents warned me not to play games coz we cant afford it, so it has caused me to only noe how to study and not having a very interesting life...i really wanna be part of them and i wish they dun treat me like as if i am invisible...they really make me feel so left out, so much so dat i wanted so much to be transferred to other classes...nvm, i'm changing combi after my JAE, so i'll just bear with them for one more month...
diary, i am feeling so sick, how i wish sb could talk to me and make me happy and well again....loneliness has accompanied once again....
anw...wanted to tell u something, my unit got gold for UOPA..do u noe how excited i am to hear dat...ppl say i trying to show off but they dunno how my squad feel...when we are sec 1s, our unit was still a gold unit, den came the bad news when i was sec 2 when sir desmond announced dat the unit drop to a silver...it was really heartbreaking to hear dat and dere was a 6.3km run after dat which caused me to be so upset till i ran without stopping...as i ran, i keep thinking why will we drop to silver? are we too complacent on our discipline? i rmb sir ming wei requested sir desmond to promise him a gold unit in the following year...i think we disappoint him ba...for 3 years, we maintain at silver and it was until this year dat we attained a gold...moreover, it was our year and we are the ones dat contributed the most to this gold award. finally, our efforts have paid off and i really do not regret putting so much time into np..its worth it...
but on the other hand, sth really made me feel unhappy coz i really felt left out in my new class. my classmates were all talking about lan gaming and i couldnt participate in their conversation coz i dun play lan...from young, my parents warned me not to play games coz we cant afford it, so it has caused me to only noe how to study and not having a very interesting life...i really wanna be part of them and i wish they dun treat me like as if i am invisible...they really make me feel so left out, so much so dat i wanted so much to be transferred to other classes...nvm, i'm changing combi after my JAE, so i'll just bear with them for one more month...
diary, i am feeling so sick, how i wish sb could talk to me and make me happy and well again....loneliness has accompanied once again....
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