having mixed feelings now...anger and happiness..
anger first..
realise sometimes i shld be selfish abit and not so kind..
nowadays kindness doesnt even worth a cent man..
i paid for the chalet food and just ask them to pay an extra 4 bucks is like having their skin sia..
115 dollars leh..
i am not a rich guy like u all leh..
and u think i put my salary inside my savings acct..
i gave it to my mum kae...
and now i'm going broke...
just $4 u noe..
not 40 dollars, issit that difficult?
are u all that poor?
was damn angry when yini sms-ed me telling me that they are asking why they need to pay...
dere are PPL who noe the reason rite..
and becoz of that, i kept kana scolded by my mum for forking out the money for the food...
if this were the case, i rather not attend such a chalet man..having 3 cliques and ppl giving f* stupid bad attitude..
and one thing which have been in my mind for quite some time..
i noe ppl have gave up on the unit..
wad i'm trying to say is that..
times change...
ppl change..
those batches before us will definitely feel the drop in standard when they see us..
and now its the same..
now we look at them and we think that standards have dropped..
nowadays wad they need is the motivation and not just scoldings or discouragements..
i mean its not like me and and yini are doing noble thing or wad..
i'm sure the both of our aims are the same...
to put in the effort in helping the unit achieve something...
promotions and cc comp..
still got our own trgs and sch work..
sometimes it's really annoying to hear negative comments from ppl who dun even wanna help at all..
of cuz we welcome constuctive comments,
but definitely not those which will dampen the team's morale..
going for CI course..coming back to serve the unit...
wad does it mean to u..
to help the unit?
or just come here to see some squads that has the same standard as ours?
for the rest i dunno..
for me and yini..
we came back coz we want to help..
passion is developed by wad u have done and not by the ppl around u..
that's wad i personally believe..

enuff of the unhappy part...
angry oso no use..
might as well look towards the good stuff..
been working the past 3 days..
quite slack la,
but the job not only gave me alot of experience in the service sector,
but oso gave me alot of new friends whom later become close friends..
we joke and work tgt..
really nice working in creative..
and i'm super lucky ytd man..
i purchased the second last $10 voucher and guess wad..
i picked up a box that contain a ZEN STONE inside!!
second biggest prize man..
haha...but now dunno wad to do with it..
den this morning got training..
can see that the coach is really disappointed with us..
coz only 7 ppl attended trg today..
those in town one all nvr attend..
den he say from next year onwards dun wan to have holi trg liao..
sian..=(
but today's trg was damn fun..
first had our usual 8 laps warm-up..
den the 3:15 timing..
dunno izzit too long nvr do or wad..
was so clumsy during my first timing..
didnt tie my shirt properly den the shirt keep slipping off when i swim...
lucky i tow back quite fast..
and i heng heng made it..3:15 exactly...
den after some rest went for the second try..
this time better...
3 min flat..
after that did our initiative..
evil coach!!!
made paulene swim so far den start struggling..
den me and jolynn stunned sia..
damn long nvr do this initiative liao..
but it was fun!!
after that had our last 3:15 timing...
and i made it UNDER 3 MIN!!
2:55..but still cant manage to beat my record or 2:45
after that had to do 16 laps of cool down...
hardcore man...
hmm..quite afraid of the test this fri..
coach says its out to kill..
die liao la..
must improve on my technical skills,
if not i cant start my comp trg at the start of next yr..

den just attended a wedding dinner..
omg..this is the second time i attend those millitary wedding dinner...
and both are my cousins..
and both are from navy!!
sian...
can only look at them with admiration..
den i told my mum...
next time IF i had a chance to get married..
must hold this kind of millitary wedding oso...
but dunno whether police force got this kind of thing or not??
really hope to wear police no.1 u for my wedding(if i ever had one la..)
it'll be damn cool man..
haha..

hmm, sch reopening soon...still left with a few hw..
but luckily still got one last outing...
FALCON BBQ GATHERING!!
haha...finally can meet up with them again liao...


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! hohoho...