nowadays, whenever i come here, it's either i'm unhappy or tired..
same for this entry..
felt unhappy the moment i stepped into my house,
not coz it is untidy or wad..
but coz of the stuffs dat have been happening for the past week...
i feel dat i cant influence my friends around me anymore..
seeing them slp during lec and tut..
wanna wake them up and ask them not to slp but is afraid that might agitate them..
seeing friends who dunno how to prioritise wad they are doing..
wanna give them advice but dun dare to..
if u ask me, i wld say friends are impt to me and i sincerely wish they could do well oso...
but sometimes i really step back and think, "why bother so much"..
it's like, i'm not their mother or wad..if they dun do well, it's their business, not mine, so why shld i care...
like today, i really ask myself dat but i couldnt find an ans to it..
i just dun wish to see my friends panic a few days before the prelims or As..
it just dun feel nice..
but i guess the power of influence dat a person had is very limited..
i guess maybe i shld spend more time worrying abt my own studies rather than worrying for my friends'.

sometimes i dunno how to encourage u to study, esp when u are doing sth u like and i cant bear to ask u to leave it...
hope u will start studying hard soon since prelims is like more impt for u..
anw i'm not being fishy, just feeling unhappy and emo recently..
good luck for ur game tmr. =)