Start of the new term..
It's gonna be a short term for us, the J2s.
5 more weeks to Baccalaureate and it will mark the end of my sch life.
Will be kinda sad everytime i realised this cruel fact.

When I was just a kindergarten kid, I nvr noe that I will reach so far.
It was much happier back then, without worries and play ur time off.
Pressure and amt of work starts to build up as time passes.
Stages by stages we went thru..
Exams by exams we've all cleared..
Now is really the final lap-the 'A's
With less than 2 months left, I dunno if I still have the strength and motivation to move on.
I always wish to do well for the As, but I dunno if I can do it.
It seems like a possible task but I have no confidence in myself.

was doing my own revision just now, it's such a simple question and yet i dunno how to do and i gave up on it after much thoughts.
With such 'determination', I seriously dunno how to finish this final lap.

If you asked me, I will tell u that I went thru all these alone, without support from family..
they noe nuts about my education, dere's really no one to talk to at home bcoz noneis interested to noe about my education.
sometimes i really wonder if i still have them with me.
Whenever i need emotional support, it would always end up in a quarrel.
They dunno what I really want or rather wish for in this family.
I never had the feeling of a complete family before...never..
and dat's why I pity myself...
Everytime I see friends with families that care for them and noe what they are studying for, I really really envy them and wish one day mine is like theirs.
but I guess it's too late...
my education life is ending soon, so no point they trying to noe it now...

During the assembly today, mrs chan brought up and eg of Michael Phelps.
She said that he trains 5000m every morning but his longest race is only 400m.
I'm beginning to feel tired and I really wonder how long more I can hold on to my existing strength.
i'm wondering if they noe that I'm sick...
haish.....