YAY!!!!
I still can't believe that A levels has just ended for me..
must admit that time flies really fast when one is mugging for an exam..
I guess this is the last time I'm gonna mug so hard for an exam,
after sitting thru all the papers, I am quite inconfident of my own results,
may not get into a uni..
but who cares, at least i dun really wanna go think about it now..
with only 51 days left to my enlistment to hell,
i shall devote myself to vigorous self physical training and full time psp besides working oso..
lol..
hmm, it's only 3 months since i ROD and things have changed quite a bit..or maybe is quite alot..
at first thought that i shldn't care abt unit matter anymore, but after today's act, somehow i hope that i was still a CI, to be able to continue teaching the cadets knowledge, help them to brush up their drills and everything and help them gain back their confidnce..
Suddenly, they remind me of the past when our first promotion results was announced and only 23 out of 28 of us pass. I could still rmb how sad and disappointed my squadmates were upon that announcement and it can actually demoralise a person and cause him to turn to become an unenthusiastic person.
Looking at the cadets now, it somehow made me realise that my aim of becoming a CI was not met.
On my first day of appointment as a CI, I rmb that I was very enthusiastic in returning to the unit, not coz my rank is higher, but somehow the unit feels like my home and i really felt happy going back, teaching cadets and attempting to inspire them. But, after today, i realise how stupid i was to even think that i, personally, have the ability to change the attitude of the cadets for the better.
Having said this, I dun mean that I have gained nth during this 2 years, in fact, i learnt quite alot, be it from ma'ams, or from my own squadmates who went on to become CIs and WCI..
If i were given more time, I think I would go back every activity and try to the best of my ability to help the cadets gain some passion and motivation to work hard during their 3 and a half years in NPCC..
If u ask me now, I will say that I dun think any squad is weak, they are good in some aspects, what they need is words of encouragement which are enough to train them to become stronger.
I once thought it's a good thing,
but somehow it's beginning to fade away.
Maybe I should start looking at things or life in a new and different pespective.
I still can't believe that A levels has just ended for me..
must admit that time flies really fast when one is mugging for an exam..
I guess this is the last time I'm gonna mug so hard for an exam,
after sitting thru all the papers, I am quite inconfident of my own results,
may not get into a uni..
but who cares, at least i dun really wanna go think about it now..
with only 51 days left to my enlistment to hell,
i shall devote myself to vigorous self physical training and full time psp besides working oso..
lol..
hmm, it's only 3 months since i ROD and things have changed quite a bit..or maybe is quite alot..
at first thought that i shldn't care abt unit matter anymore, but after today's act, somehow i hope that i was still a CI, to be able to continue teaching the cadets knowledge, help them to brush up their drills and everything and help them gain back their confidnce..
Suddenly, they remind me of the past when our first promotion results was announced and only 23 out of 28 of us pass. I could still rmb how sad and disappointed my squadmates were upon that announcement and it can actually demoralise a person and cause him to turn to become an unenthusiastic person.
Looking at the cadets now, it somehow made me realise that my aim of becoming a CI was not met.
On my first day of appointment as a CI, I rmb that I was very enthusiastic in returning to the unit, not coz my rank is higher, but somehow the unit feels like my home and i really felt happy going back, teaching cadets and attempting to inspire them. But, after today, i realise how stupid i was to even think that i, personally, have the ability to change the attitude of the cadets for the better.
Having said this, I dun mean that I have gained nth during this 2 years, in fact, i learnt quite alot, be it from ma'ams, or from my own squadmates who went on to become CIs and WCI..
If i were given more time, I think I would go back every activity and try to the best of my ability to help the cadets gain some passion and motivation to work hard during their 3 and a half years in NPCC..
If u ask me now, I will say that I dun think any squad is weak, they are good in some aspects, what they need is words of encouragement which are enough to train them to become stronger.
I once thought it's a good thing,
but somehow it's beginning to fade away.
Maybe I should start looking at things or life in a new and different pespective.
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