I basically wasted one weekend doing nth useful..
felt abit guilty, esp coming back this afternoon and looking at my room..
it's still half packed when i think most of my friend's house are neat and tidy by now..

it's been 2 weeks since the end of A levels..
i dunno wad i wan to do still..
seems to me that i'm going off track..
doing things that aren't in my plan..
yes, i want a job, i found a job which i dun really like and enjoy doing..
i want to go out and play and have fun with friends which i'm not doing it...
i want to just really be happy for this holiday and immerse myself in as much fun as possible before going army...
but somehow, i dun feel it...
sometimes it's just better to be a student...

hmm..i seriously dunno wad to look forward to...
sad life..