Tom was walking down a quiet street one night...
looking at the sky halfway and thought,
"am i able to let go and find a new love?"
he saw nth from the sky...
just stars, stars and more stars...

At this moment...
he looked up again and saw a star which is shining so brightly...somehow it is telling Tom sth...
it seems to say,

"Hey Tom, dun be sad, if u want to find a new love,
u have to open ur heart, let the old one flow out for the new one to enter..
everyone deserves a new beginning...
I noe that u are hurt by ur previous one, so badly that it's killing u...
but no matter wad..
u shldn't let those unhappy past bother u too much...
life has to go on,
whether or not ur partner is with u or not..
look forward to ur future and u will be able to see one that u truly love again.."

before Tom could look at the star any longer,
he tripped over a stone and looked down..
He want to look back at his star...
but it was not there anymore...
he couldn't find his star anymore....
the saddened Tom look in front and carry on walking...

And guess wad...
he saw a pretty girl humming a tune that he likes and was looking at the sky too...
he was amazed by her beauty...
it was not long after that he realised that girl is his friend that he met 2 years ago..
as beautiful as before...
he just couldn't believe that he could meet her that day after 2 years...

Dumb Tom just said a "Hi" to her and walk away...
which made him regret later...
for not letting her noe a secret that he has been holding for 2 years...
And in a week's time, Tom is leaving for further studies..
he noe that he is gonna regret his action that night for the rest of his life overseas..
Every now and then, he would keep thinking of that girl, hoping that before he leave, he is able to see her again because he wants to tell her...
"I love you"


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came up with this lousy story this morning when i was walking in jp..
thought thru alot of things these 3 days...
realised i'm really not the type of person who can keep anything inside my heart
some things are just so tempting but u noe that it is not the right time to reach for it...
and u have no choice but to just look at it...
with ur heart aching every now and then when u thought of it..
12 more days to ns...
i have to make a decision by 9th Jan...
it's either i say out or regret for the rest of my life(in ns)...
i felt really lost...
if only u and i were closer....
hmmm.........