will u do something which u noe might be a failure?
realise i'm one who would do that..
last week did sth which until now still haven't got any reply..
today just did the same..
went online to apply for a psc scholarship just now...
but started regretting after i submitted the first phase of the application,
coz i noe that i wun be able to make it, but i really need it in order to apply for a police local scholarship..
it may seem a step away from achieving what i'm always dreaming and aiming for,
but to me, this step is like a thousand miles away, so near yet so far...
oh well, maybe i shld worry about my essay that i need to submit by thurs??
and quite a few stuffs that need to be posted to the scholarship centre and i only have like wad.....2 days???
gosh....finally understand the rush that quynh felt the past few weeks..
oh oh...and the chance of success is really really slim..
coz need to have good performance in ocs...
haha...come on man...commando is alr tough for me...commando ocs?? siao!!
so if i dun get into ocs, it's like considered a failure alr...
haix...
shld i risk my life for the sake of this scholarship?
or shld i just find other ways to pay for my uni fees....
hmm....
if only uni fees is only $20...wahahahaha....