It used to be a place filled with many many beautiful memories.
Went to Pulau Ubin almost every year since i was secondary school.
Twice as a cadet, once as an NCO and twice as an instructor.
I never failed to leave the jetty without a smile on my face.
But ytd i or rather most of us couldn't laugh or even smile at all.
Like wad oscar charlie says, everything was 99%perfect, just that one dot, that one percent that makes the whole thing imperfect.
I, or in fact, everyone was very fustrated during the last 2 days due to our faitgue and it was indeed very very disheartening when others have left and we had to stay behind.
The place has became a nightmare for many of us, we can almost walked the entire island without a map or compass, from the west to the east and back again.
The heavy rain just reminds me of my instructor course, bet eric and yini will rmb as well, the 4 days camp in pulau ubin during the course was a nightmare too, with the bottom of our feet totally 'disfigured'.
The route from the jetty to jalan ubin and then jalan noordin, reminds me of my cadet years when we had to walk from the jetty to the campsite but cadets nowadays do not do that anymore, coz the vehicles are their choice of getting to the campsite.
Though it feels good to see NPCC cadets or even the CIIs in Pulau Ubin, but we are doing a diff job and at least they only came for at most 3 days, unlike us.
I'm usually a person who likes to tell others the details of everything, but i can't now, though i really really wan to let it out...
There's been too much thing that i had to keep it to myself due to the stupid classification, and i can't possibly share it with my ns mates since they are equally miserable...
I guess this weekend is gonna be another dvd weekend, though it's long, i doubt we have the mood to enjoy it to the fullest.
Hopefully next week's area camp would cheer me up, eh wait, dun tink i can go for it sia, shit!! got coy live firing.. hais.....sorry guys, i try to meet u all for a meal or sth if i can make it.



Though it's still a very very long way to go, but i'm really really looking forward to ORD-ing and regain my civilian life once again. :(