finally it was over, my first and maybe the last ATC as a CI is now over. It was a success but there's really alot to learn from and improve on. Details of the camp i think dun need for me to say, but i really want to thank all the Instructors and officers who have contributed in one way or another, esp the CIs and HOs from my unit who gave me the necessary support and guidance. Now that it is over, I have done wrong in certain areas and now it is time for me to reflect on my own performance. As a camp coord, I failed to keep up the reputation of area 16. I failed in many areas, I was a little bossy towards the CIs, all these are coz I really am afraid that the camp will be screwed up by me. Despite of the fear, I learnt that I should remain calm and think before settling the problems. Really hope that I have a chance to be the grp instructors for the next ATC...and one point to share, the insects in the campsite is terrible and freaking big man...


Kae, camp end super early today so some of the units' officers met at jec to have lunch tgt, everyone was half dead at that time and we went home soon after our lunch..I think they went home and sleep lar huh, and for me, haha...I went home, had a super long and cooling bath before going out to meet my friends..wow, had a lot of happenings there and it was the first time i drank so much alcoholic drinks until i really feel giddy man...me and qian qian took the liquor(20% alcohol) and "jie jiu siao chou"...drank and drank, she drank more than 2 cups of that and i drank 2 and a half cups..after that i was super high until around 10 den start to feel abit giddy..


Last fri got back all our promo results, well, it can be considered as disappointing...I improve on my Physics, GP, Maths and Econs but did badly for Chem and GSC, first time i pass a major GP exam and first time i did so well for my maths. But was very disappointed with myself when i got back my GSC paper, though i didnt fail but I perform under expectation. I am not surprised for not doing well in my chem coz its the last paper and i didnt place much emphasis on it, i admit that the paper was quite manageable but if i had studied, i could have passed...haizzz...But overall, I still pass my promos and after moderation and all the CAs, I should be able to pass all the sub which I aim to achieve this year. Sometimes, I dunno why fate brings me and my good friends tgt and separate us so soon..i only get to be with my class for one year and now some of my classmates are facing the risk of being retained, if this were to happened, i would be extremely extremely upset...I treat friendship like the organs in my body, I need friends to survive, i need friends to keep me alive and motivated...If most of my very good friends were to be retained, the class will have fewer ppl and everyday i go to sch, I will not have the same feeling as i have with my class now. I really enjoy being with them, I still want to spend more time with them, pls pls, let my friends be with me, I know i am selfish but I really really do not wish to be separated with my classmates...To all my classmates out dere, I would like to let u all noe that whatever is the outcome this fri, I will always regard all of you as my closest friends, forever and ever. I will nvr forget the happy moments that we once had. 1SB9 will be the best class that I have ever had in my entire life.