one year ago, 24 strangers met in an unfamiliar classroom. I do not know any of them, even if I know, I do not know them well. All I know on the first day of school is that I had to spend my time in that scary classroom for the next one year. I dun dare to make friends with anyone coz I dun really noe them well enough, but as days passed, strong bonds were forged among us and we knew each other better and even became close friends. There were times we make fun of the teacher and classmates, there were times we play and got caught by teachers and there were times we didnt go for lectures. All these memories just surge through my mind as I await for the colletion of results this morning. I was nervous and worried, not for myself, but for my friends, those that went through thick and thin with me for the past one year. Many of them were on the facing a risk of being retained and not being able to advanced. Can feel the tense atmosphere when I was in the classroom this morning.

And when the teacher gave out the results, I could understand that it breaks her heart to see her form class students being retained, so do us.. one by one we got back our results. I got back mine and I was promoted, wasnt very happy though, coz I didnt do that well either. At the end of everything, four of my close friends were retained. I do not noe wad to do at that point of time, I do not noe wad to say to them, all i did was to pat on their shoulders and ask if they are ok...but deep deep in heart, I felt really really upset, a feeling that I have nvr experienced for the past 14 years of education. How I wish I could do something to change their fate but apparently, I can't.. and finally, my heart breaks and tears just rolled...Yes, u can say that I'm so weak, cant even control my emotions, but I am a person who treats friendship as part of my life and I know that my life, or rather our lives, will be different without the 4 of them...

You are wrong if you say that I do not understand how they feel, but even if you are upset, life has to go on. There is still pw that we can depend on..talking about that, i was extremely disappointed with some people, I shan't elaborate too much but if u noe who u are, pls recall wad u said ytd, do u really mean wad u say or its just something said for the sake of saying? Please, control ur emotions and do this project well and stop giving me that kind of attitude. I had been very tolerant, put urself in the other person's shoes before u decide wad u want to do or say. And I do not need a brother, or rather a friend who only noe how to show me stupid attitude when you are angry or upset. Dun make me regret for treating u so nicely in the past.

Within a day, so much things happened, make me both upset and angry, just hope that tmr's unit trek can be a happy one for me...or at least lift me spirits up and bring me away from my unhappiness...