In the army, some ppl will find all sorts of way to smoke their way thru, gettting Att. b or even c, while some will go all out to fight for wad they want.
But wad abt those dat wanna go all out with the latter but are deemed by others to be the former?
this question kept my mind occupied while doing my a/s paperwork in camp while the rest are out at tekong for a 4-day ex.
some will think that i went to see the doc to skip the ex purposely but if i really went for the ex, i guess i wun be at home now and will be at the hospital instead due to bacteria infection.
well, dat's wad others will think, as long as i put in my best, den those comments will nvr bother me again.

been having unusual dreams, dunno whether i shld say they are sweet or a painful one when i open my eyes.
they say that when a couple break up, wad's left are beautiful memories, at first i couldn't let go and maybe dat's why i couldn't retrieve those unforgettable moments, but when one starts to let go slowly and accept wad has become a reality, such moments can turn out to be quite sweet.
and when i woke up, i could only smile to myself and tell myself 'if only dat could be the reality...'
well, i'm not hinting on anything here, just some thoughts over the past few weeks to relieve myself from the 'brunei-fear'.


seeing the girls going for their uni studies really make me envy them sia, and now i guess i finally understand why ppl working now will say dat studying is still the best thing on earth. I really rather be a student than be a soldier..
a book always feels better than a freaking piece of weapon(except for awmp :P)
but at least i noe that i have sth to look forward to straight after my ORD, though it's not confirmed, really hope i could attend a last course with my good friend b4 he leaves for his studies in BEIJING!!! whahahaha!!!! sorry dude.. :P