hmm, just came back from attending a funeral, coz my great-grandaunt pass away den had to go there everyday, but the past few days got exams so only start going dere today. she got a really big family man, got sons and daughters, grandchildren, great grandchildren and great great grand children manx, den i am one of her great grand nephew..haha..4 generations man...den tmr last day of funeral confirm will see even more people...hmm, den on my way home talk to one of my friends, talk until i got so upset and emo, tmr's her b'dae, didnt buy any thing for her coz she will reject it i think, didnt dare to wish her happy birthday coz afraid that my voice or presence will make her unhappy, can only put a post for her here.
Hi,
how have you been? it has been a long time since i wrote to u, i hope u are doing well in ur studies. tmr is ur birthday, i'm sorry for not giving u a birthday present coz i think u wun want it either. I am not sure if u are still hating me or wad. these few days saw u talking with rj happily, hmm, was so glad that u can laugh so happily.
We haven't talk to each other for 4 months liao, its not that i dun want to talk to u, i heard from my friends that it is better to leave u alone to settle down and get on with life, so i decided to leave u alone to settle down with ur feelings and get on with ur new life. sometimes i said some nice words to u, its not coz i feel like it den i treat u nicely, i have always wanted to treat u like how i treat u in the past but sometimes it can make u hate me more which i dun want, so i chose to be invisible and not get into ur life. when i see that u are unhappy, i am more unhappy than u, when i see that u are happy, i am unhappy as well, coz i cant share ur happiness.
I adnit that initially, i hated u alot for leaving me, but soon i notice that it is the love that is within me which causes the hatred. den i realise that i really like u and i cant forget u at all...i have been waiting for miracles to happen, but i am afraid that it wun happen anymore.
kae la, i dun want to spoil ur mood, just let u noe that i feel very upset for not being able to celebrate ur bdae with u, thinking of the 280611 deal we had made my heart ache even more, well, it's alright, as long as u are happy, u dun have to care about my feelings. I dun hope for ur care and concern, i just hope that u will be happy for the rest of ur life. If u need a shoulder, i can always lend it to u, if u need a listening ear, u can have mine. I will always be in a dark corner in ur life, if u need me, just call for me, i will be dere for u.
Happy Birthday and may ur wishes come true.
-raymond
Hi,
how have you been? it has been a long time since i wrote to u, i hope u are doing well in ur studies. tmr is ur birthday, i'm sorry for not giving u a birthday present coz i think u wun want it either. I am not sure if u are still hating me or wad. these few days saw u talking with rj happily, hmm, was so glad that u can laugh so happily.
We haven't talk to each other for 4 months liao, its not that i dun want to talk to u, i heard from my friends that it is better to leave u alone to settle down and get on with life, so i decided to leave u alone to settle down with ur feelings and get on with ur new life. sometimes i said some nice words to u, its not coz i feel like it den i treat u nicely, i have always wanted to treat u like how i treat u in the past but sometimes it can make u hate me more which i dun want, so i chose to be invisible and not get into ur life. when i see that u are unhappy, i am more unhappy than u, when i see that u are happy, i am unhappy as well, coz i cant share ur happiness.
I adnit that initially, i hated u alot for leaving me, but soon i notice that it is the love that is within me which causes the hatred. den i realise that i really like u and i cant forget u at all...i have been waiting for miracles to happen, but i am afraid that it wun happen anymore.
kae la, i dun want to spoil ur mood, just let u noe that i feel very upset for not being able to celebrate ur bdae with u, thinking of the 280611 deal we had made my heart ache even more, well, it's alright, as long as u are happy, u dun have to care about my feelings. I dun hope for ur care and concern, i just hope that u will be happy for the rest of ur life. If u need a shoulder, i can always lend it to u, if u need a listening ear, u can have mine. I will always be in a dark corner in ur life, if u need me, just call for me, i will be dere for u.
Happy Birthday and may ur wishes come true.
-raymond
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