just finish studying for tmr's physics test..i am quiet tonight..i am feeling emo..tears rolled but i held back, so much so dat i am like going to be mad soon...i dunno why but its just a sudden feeling...haven been talking to her for the past 2 or 3 weeks...wanna ask her how is she? but she seems so far from me now, looks like we cant be friends anymore. ppl say how much u hate a person is equivalent to how much u once loved her, its true, the hatred just grew and i cant help it...i dunno who to talk to now..lonely and so emo now..but i have promised myself not to let tears drop coz of her anymore...i will go through this tunnel myself, i will heal my own wounds, i have friends, i have brothers, i have my mum...

i am tired now, both mentally and physically...my illness has caused me to become so weak within a short period of time..



waiting for my guardian angel to appear.......