so tired now but when i read the comments ppl gave me, was quite upset la, coz i have no intention to make my entries so dramatic, its all my true and deepest feelings dat i wanna let out through the blog and it was said that they are so drama. yes, i am a guy, i am a boy, so what, does it mean that i have to hold back my tears all the time and not be emotional? hey come on ppl, guys also have their darkest moments in life, we have feelings and we will feel emotional and cried once in a while. was so disappointed to hear it from my classmate..wadeva..i shant be too affected by it, i can only say that those were how i felt and those were the things that went through my mind all the while, u can choose to believe it or treat it like a drama..

had such a bad mood recently, guess i am too tired ba...tmr still got essay test, haven studied much..today went back to the unit, thought got photo taking coz that was wad they told us ytd, but when i on the taxi den eric told me it's postponed to next thurs..haix..cant make it..daniel khor sure will keep us back one..haix...den today just went back to see and facilitate the activities lor..se 1 having drill session which i think they seriously got alot alot to improve manx...well, to my sec 1 ics, hope u guys can persevere on for the last few weeks of ur np life and hope u guys can pass on as much knowledge to them as possible, its hard on u all but i must admit that u all have done an excellent job..well done! as for the sec 2s, they had promo, same thing, alot alot to improve, quite worried for ur promo sia, after seeing ur drill promo today...for the secs, they had NCO mod course today conducted by eric and yini, well, they were my previous squad and as their ex-ic and current CI, i got alot of things to tell them and share with them but it gonna takes me a very long time to say all that i have..for now, can only say that i have faith in ur squad dat u all will lead our unit to greater heights, dun disappoint me kae? den during their mod course, eric played a video which he made last year, as usual, funny and emo, missed those times manx...hope i can also create such memories with my lifeguard friends...hahax...

good luck sb9 for tmr's econs test, after that we can go watch jeromy's bowling match...woohoo...can pon lesson, great! lol..cya!!