By now, many are disappointed with wad i said in my previous posts. Well, I seriously dunno wad else should i say, sorry? I think i better speak less from now on, coz whenever i speak, it will definitely hurt ppl or make ppl feel disappointed.

I know I have been keeping things to myself and nvr tell others, but i always thought that no one would be interested in listening to me, dats why i nvr say, perhaps i was wrong abt that. I know u guys are concerned about me and wun want me to think this way...its hard, not easy, but i will continue trying.

If u think that because of all those posts, I am trying to show my dislike towards NP or squadmates, u are very wrong. i now we shouldnt be expecting things to happen, i shouldnt expect u all to ask me what happen to me, i shld tell u all on my own accord, but have u thought of the reason why i chose not to tell anyone? and have u thought that u are expecting sth oso? try putting urself in my shoes and imagine how is my life like for the past one year, u will be able to understand why i said all that.

Whateva it is, my love for the squad is still dere and the memories i spent with u guys will always remain deep in my heart.