Looks like things are getting worse, well, let me say this once and for all, i treat this blog as my personal diary and a place where i let out my feelings, if u dun like wad i say or wad i say dampen ur spirits, fine, dun visit my blog, i dun need unnecessary criticism regarding any of my posts. I'm getting annoyed with all the comments and things ppl say. u mean when i am unhappy, i cant write out all my unhappiness in my blog? this is my blog and i have the ultimate freedom of writing wadeva that i like and i dun have to think of whether it will make ppl unhappy or not. so if u are affected by all my previous posts, i'm sorry to say that i am starting to be a person who will use the diary as a tool to get rid of my own anger and unhappiness...

I shouldnt be the one reflecting coz i noe wad i am doing, and dat MAKES ME VERY MUCH DIFFERENT FROM A CHILD!! i dunno how it will be like tmr, but i will noe very soon, who are my true friends...