Saturday, April 7, 2007

it has been quite a long time since i last posted on this blog..hmm, life has been the same for me, just dat i'm getting busier and busier..tues, thurs and sat have lifeguard, wed had mrc and fri had np...only left with mon and sun to mug and rest..these few days my temper got worse, everytime reach home liao den will lose my temper...wad happen to me? i wasnt liddat in the past...she nvr noe how much i needed her by my side, only she can change me and make my life more meaningful and full of hopes...i miss her...really miss her and all those times...the hugs...if only....if only i can hug her tight and get back the feelings for her...dere's just too much i wanna say to her but it seems like she is feeling sort of uncomfortable talking to me...well, maybe i'm her ex ba, she needs more time to get used to it and i'll help her...no way am i gonna leave her alone to go through all these hard times anymore, yes, u may say dat i am stubborn but this is wad i will do to the person i love most...she can dun care me, she can hate me but i will just ensure dat she will be happy everyday...her birthday will be coming very soon, have to start planning how to make it a happy and unforgettable one for her...i love her and all these that i do, i just hope dat she can appreciate it...nth else...

mon had swim meets...well, i did sth wrong and dat is to chiong for the first lap and in the end i had little energy left for the second lap...overall timing for this 100m breaststroke was 1:40:39...i know its slow but guess wad...i was in the 7th position and i won JI PENG!!! hahax...he was just slower than me by a few millisecond nia...so nth to be proud of..but after dat i was so damn giddy la, coz used up all energy, so afraid dat i will go unconscious like my senior...hmm, must jiayou and try to clinch the top three positions next year...

tues had swim meets again, this time was 50m freestyle, haix lost manx...i think i was the last ba, coz its competitive one, not novice one la...but nvm la, at least i get to gain some experience...wow, for these two days, i have earned myself 5 CIP hours just by sitting by the pool side and be a lifeguard...shuang manx...hahax...wed had mrc, learn alot alot of new things but think i very extra towards the end of the session coz i was the only one who said that it was fun...haha...to me it is really fun la...den went home with billy, talk alot with him, made another best friend dat day....yea! it feels so great to have such nice friends...but still feel dat sth is missing in my heart...haix...

thurs was a totally terrible day for me manx..two teachers were against me la....first was elaine yong, starting of the lesson i alr dun like her liao la, coz tues during the service i slept and was caught but my friend who is so close to her and was sleeping and she nvr catch him lar..BIASED!!! den walk into the classroom dat time i wasnt feeling well so cover my head with both hands den she thought i was slping and told me to "wake up my idea" wad de hell la...i am sick la, dun want care about me den suan le...dun have to accuse me right...F*** manx....i hate u!!!! will prove to u dat i dun need ur testimonials oso can get myself a scholarship...u just wait and see!!! f off manx.... den daniel khor oso siao liao lor...just say one "oh my god" den he say dat i am making stupid comments and ask me to stay back after school, hahax...but he nice, i ask him if i can go off coz i got cca den he say can...den just tell me next time dun make stupid comments....he is nicer than dat elaine yong manx...nvm...suan le...went for lifeguard training....den the coach says dat he will try to get us a BM cert by june so it means dat at the end of the year i can go and be a part time life guard at je swimming complex liao...hurray!!! hahax....after the training went to practise my plunging with ji peng, accident happen again, this time i didnt knock my head but it was my teeth and braces dat kana knocked...haix...my braces "dislocate" and poke my gums and lips den start to bleed...see got blood den get out of the pool and run to the toilet....den the floor slippery den i run dat time slip and fall and slided on the floor...scatches on my buttock and a bruise at my leg dere....both places start to bleed oso...PAIN LAR RIGHT..... *sob sob*...

today went to HQ to help out in the npdp...but in the end is do all the sai kang job...me and yini were assigned to station at the car park to stop vehicles from coming in coz the VIP car will be using dat car park...but today raining ma, den we go dere see see den go back to the store liao...den after dat slack for a very long time manx...saw my unit's cadets, hmm, smart sia...reminds me of my POP...hahax...den got my falcon t oso, hmm, not bad, quite nice...den went to eat mos burger with yini and eric...

dats all for this week...next week will be another busy week for me....haix...hope dat our friendship can get better...and hope dat she will be happy everyday....

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