21...4 hrs of slp..

slept a total of 5+hrs during the 2 nights of itc, ytd night slept for 4+hrs only, omg...i haven rested enough..but ytd was fun la..went yong hao's house with a bunch of friends, go dere play, watch tv and eat den after dat had a movie marathon...erm...is dat even counted? we only watched one whole movie and all of us slept halfway through the second movie...in the end, we didnt finish all the tidbits dat we bought...i am damn tired now la, but dunno if i shld go and slp now...been fixing this stupid blog for the past 1+hr but like not much difference..

well...thanks fiona, it seems like we are not fated with our loved ones..here's an advice to all, to those who haven start a relationship yet, pls do not start one now unless u are very sure dat ur partner is the one u are gonna love for the rest of ur life, well, to those who have started, keep on going manx...sometimes u think dat the both of u can last forever but do not believe it totally, dun be like me...u will be more than just hurt and depressed...dun take ur relationship too seriously for now...dunno if this is a lesson to me but right now, besides np stuff and studies, i am not taking all other things seriously...just afraid dat i will lose them dats all...in the past we used to believe dat we can last, but look at the tragic end dat i get now...i can only say dat we are not fated to be tgt...have been thinking of the past recently...esp when i have no new about her...was so worried and so afraid dat she might be injured or sick...well, maybe to her these worries are nth...but as long as i noe how i feel den can liao...

still getting used to the life now...i miss u alot alot, but most importantly, my love for u is just as strong as before...i will continue to wait...wait...and wait....