today was a bad day for me...woke up feeling so emo...den went to help to set up the damn heavy lane ropes..thought could skip assembly coz dats wad we were told ytd..but we did everything in like 15mins and in the end had to go for assembly and i have to shout again...well, its worth it la, one day half an hour of cip...lol...but the bad thing was that i barely laughed throughout the day...ppl walk past me and ask me why i so emo, tiancheng keep asking me if i'm ok...hahax...obviously i'm not and he noes the reason behind it...den he say i look very scary when i am emo, elfreda said that i seem like as if i am going to kill someone liddat, yep, indeed i want to kill someone and dats myself...really felt like crying...i am sick and tired of this kind of painful life...haix....

well, was really shocked to see jaymond's comments...lol....sorry that i mistaken u and make myself seem like a fool...anw i must say that i really envy u...u shld noe wad i mean la, dun worry, she wun be unhappy if she knows dat i am in this state...even if she is, she still has u all to make her happy...i am nothing to her anymore..oh ya...all the best in ur events...hope we can be friends someday...u are a great runner...all the best...

just got scolded by my mum, adding on to me unhappiness, guess tmr i will still be emo ba...to all my friends out dere, make me laugh...thanks...