"u add on to my chart of best friends"...this was wad billy said to me on our way home, to all those out dere, it may seems a very common sentence but to me it means alot...since young, ppl dislikes me because i look ugly and i am so fair...being young and innocent, i always blame my mum for giving birth to such a fair guy...every since kindergarten, i dun have any best friends...yep, i have friends but i dun have any best friends...coz nobody can make me feel comfortable talking to...in my secondary sch life, i only focus on a girl and neglected the importance of making friends, though i have good friends in my sec sch, but no one can be as good as billy and melvin...they really make me feel very comfortable talking to them and i dun have to think before i say, they are not easily offended and they are willing to help me with *** and lend a listening ear...hahax...in the past, i only know how to treat my gf well coz to me she's my world and i only feel great in her presence...but now, i feel dat i am a fortunate guy, despite of my ugly looks, i stil managed to have so many best friends in 1SB9 and lifeguard...thanks guys...u all really made me feel that my whole world doesnt revolve around her...i learnt my lessons from my previous relationship, i will treasure all my best friends now and treat them with tender loving care...lol....

the feelings for her has faded away totally...i can firmly say dat i have no feelings for her anymore...guess this is wad she wanted to hear most now ba...well, i have friends, friends who can make me laugh almost every second...lol...i am considering whether to quit mrc anortx..i want to learn things and be with my best friends in dere but i am afraid that i cant cope with my studies, somemore i will have to start planning the Area Camp very soon...coordi for the camp somemore, gonna be very very busy....well, see first lor...if the cominig test i do badly again, i will quit mrc and focus on lifeguard and np...

with friends, my life is filled with fun and laughter...thank God for giving me such good friends whom i will treasure for the rest of my life...nvr will i forget them...and to billy, ur words make me feel really honoured...thanks for seeing me as ur best friend...we will have more 1 on 1 to improve our bball skills...dun forget our ultimate goal as a class...lol...