haix...jut couldnt concentrate on my studies...why she keep appearing in my mind? have been trying to focus on other girls and studies but the more i do that, the more i think of her...is it fate dat wants me to keep thinking of her and wait for her? i wanted alot alot to have her by my side but she just doesnt want it, wad can i do? force her? no way...i want her to be happy...if i love her, i will want her to be happy...but is she happy now? well, maybe she is when she is with her friends but when she is alone she doesnt seem to be happy...i asked her alot of times but she kept saying dat she is happy but i know she's not, it is oso quite difficult for her to forget the past totally....i seriously dunno wad to say to her to make her change her mind, dere's sth dat i can confirm is dat i love her more than anyone does...i want to spend the rest of my lofe with her, making her happy and giving her all that she wants...

if u happen to visit this blog, i just want to tell u dat no matter wad happen, my love for u will nvr nvr change or fade away...i just hope u will reconsider this relationship, think of our past...think of all the happiness dat we once had...believe me, i will make change ur life for the better...i love u, and i have chosen my own fate, i wanna stay by ur side...wad about u?