12...a hump on my head..

ytd knock my head against the wall, at first only headache and thought dat it would be ok after a night's rest but how i noe it develop into a hump which is so pain when i touch it gently...this morning when i woke up, got a little bit giddy la...nvm...hope it will heal after a few days...den this morning woke up quite late la, so had my breakfast before going to meet my squad for outing..ask my dad to drive me to cck mrt station coz they oso going to my relative's house which is so near dere and so i reached dere at about 11.20...so early lor...went to the library to do some revision until about 11.45 when my hand starts to itch la, hahax...coz wanna play tc ma..=P so went to the arcade to play tc2...got 6th in position, not bad la..den went to yong hao's house to bai nian...some of them were playing tai ti, some playing com games, and i watch gundam...hahax...den went down to have lunch den went down to the bowling alley dere to play pool...wah, today i damn pro man...suddenly bao seed and shoot in alot of balls manx...hahax...den my grp keep winning man...hahax, coz got me this pro kia ma....hahax..jkjk...den went up to his house to play x-box den call for pizza den watch movie while eating our pizza in yong hao's room...the movie was damn funny man...den dunno why, suddenly so hungry dat i ate 4 slices of large pizza, 2 jumbo chicken wings and a bit of garlic bread...pig right...hahax...puberty...lol....den we went home le....

on the way home, i walked by her house...wanted to call her, listen to her voice and tell her dat i miss her alot alot....wanted to apologise to her oso, for being so nasty to her ytd when writing my entry in this blog...if nth happen, today would be our 27th month anniversary...well...these few days of unhappiness and depression has caused my feelings for her to slowly fade away and the gap between us to get bigger and bigger...i really really want her to return to my side but guess she need to sort out her feelings and i need to sustain my feelings for her...and i have decided to quit mrc, though i wanna learn new things but i dun want to see her so unhappy everytime i am at mrc session....ytd at night when i was at the bleachers alone after the movie, i pray to God for the very first time....i am not a christian but i just wanna pray to him...this shows how much i wanna prove my love to her...i can do nth now but pray for the day to come...i love her, i really love her...hope i can have a chance to prove it....