Monday, February 26, 2007

14..where are u?

today during the chapel, the senior said dat she can sense dat some of us came to school feeling hurt, yep, i agree with her, i did feel the same thing, actually didnt wanna go to school one, but today have math test so had to go...went to school alone, though not like to be alone but no choice la, no one can pei me to school...reach school liao saw my classmates, first time i felt so happy when i see them, esp kee lui...haha, he is my buddy manx...hahax..ytd stay up till 12+, so today damn sleepy, slept throughout the chapel manx, when i woke up, it was the end of assembly...

first period was contact time, den i suspect dat madam got period manx, not like her usual self lor..somemore still accuse me of sth dat i didnt do during the practical, den make me do the prac alone...wadeva...girls are all the same, can have moodswing whenever they like and guys have to be qian jiu them...

during the math lecture, at first it was still ok, but at the end of the lecture when the lecturer wants to see the maths rep for attendance taking so i had to go down(coz i am the maths rep), then saw her sitting with her class, head down on the little table, seems unhappy to me, well, maybe she's just tired dats all, at dat time, i didnt thought of dat la, just thought dat she's unhappy, but she cant blame anyone, she chooses to make both our life miserable...just now tell me dat we can be friends again, but need to give her more time....u need time for wad la? need time to accept me as a friend? if u are thinking of dat, den u must well dun think, its makes no difference having me as ur friend or not...just wanna tell u, i am hurt enough, dun hurt me any further unless u want my dead body...

after school went to jp alone to buy pouch and wanted to pay my hp bills but too many ppl liao so only bought a pouch den go home liao...it is so ironic manx, i keep telling myself not to care about her but the more i think, the more i misses her, it seems like she has bought herself some space in my brain, and i just couldnt forget her...well, nvm, its her loss for giving up on this relationship...she just dunno how to treasure a guy who loves her so deeply until he dun mind making all sorts of sacrifices...wadeva...


P.S. pls write ur name if u wanna leave a comment, anw just curious who is the sweetguysigh who left a comment in one of my entry...thanks and i really appreciate ur comments...=)

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